Why we don’t get tired of sunsetsJun 20, 2011The shades of pink and orange, purple and blue, white and yellow – with patterns of torn clouds or some sky imperfections – over the surface of water, or above the mountains, or in between skyscrapers of a city: sunsets are like an infinite number of tunes created by a finite number of notes. And with the music of sunsets come thoughts about miracle of nature and creation, questions of mortality and time, and sentimental feelings about unsaid or incomplete business… And as the sun is disappearing behind big objects or underneath the mythical line of horizon, there is a sparkle of hope, because tomorrow the sun will come up again giving us another chance, and there is a subtle sense that maybe something got clearer about these thoughts, questions and feelings or even that they will get resolved one day. But in reality, the sun has hardly moved: it was the Earth moving (they should’ve called those Earth-turns really). And in reality, nothing changed inside us or, at most, we were left with another small insight. Nevertheless, let us always be grateful for all reprieves from mundane, opportunities for retrospection and gifts of beauty. Top things to consider before the end of the world (#2)Jun 8, 2011 Also see: Top things to consider before the end of the world (#1)#2 Go get it.My fragile humanity with glimpses of hope Pleases its bosses and is doing its job. It also keeps a stack of dreams for a thrill Full of noble intentions as well as good will. And next to the dreams there is bigger collection Of reasons, excuses and justifications. – from “Rid me of fear and give me vision“
I don’t ever stop feeling like a kid in a candy store — do you? — there are so many goodies to want in our never-ending world of desires. And by now I figured that life is not about getting what we want. And even more so: it is not about not getting what we want. I am finding that one of the ways not to be as possessed by the world of wantings is to actually go and get it — and when I say “what you want”, I don’t mean an ice-cream or a hand-bag. I mean that impossible dream that you stopped admitting you have that path you’re not following because it seems too hard or for whatever other reason that justifies not taking it that something that will make you wake up in the mornings thrilled that you’re alive that what might even create most inspiring stories for your grandchildren. And I bet you know exactly what I am talking about. They say that on their deathbed people for the most part regret things that they haven’t done. What are you waiting for?
Alexander McQueen: savage and beautyJun 2, 2011 My Alexander McQueen suit took me on a journey (see When art gets personal)
“There is no way back now. I am going to take you on journeys you’ve never dreamed before possible” -Alexander McQueen Fashion had resonated to me more with commercialism, vanity and superficiality than with art – till I saw Alexander McQueen’s Savage Beuaty at the Metropolitan Museum of Art. Gallerly? Theater? Catwalk? — all of it and none. Music, lighting, set up of the rooms, McQueen’s quoatations created an intense medium to experience his creativity, passion, drama, angels and demons, and allowed to immerse into his intensity. Faceless static manequens were such better carriers of art than flickering models; they gave time to experience, to process, to feel. So here is McQueen: a son of a cab driver, described by others “beer gut, shaved head, bad teeth and thick glottal cockney accent“, “foul-mouthed“, “hooligan“, “shy“; described by himself “I just want to be a wallflower. Nondescript. Just not anything. I don’t want to see me.” And that person created all this??? And suddenly I felt that maybe I am just getting a glimpse of how it was to be this man; when there is so much vision inside and such a huge gap with the outside — how intense that might feel? And the two ways out — death and madness — become reasonable and tangible. “I want to be the purveyor of a certain silhouette or a way of cutting, so that when I’m dead and gone, people will know that the twenty-first century was started by Alexander McQueen.“ “I want to be the purveyor of a certain silhouette or a way of cutting, so that when I’m dead and gone, people will know that the twenty-first century was started by Alexander McQueen.“ “It is important to look at death because it is a part of life. It is a sad thing, melancholy but romantic at the same time.” “It is the end of a cycle — everything has to end. The cycle of life is positive because it gives room for new things.” |
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